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From Limitation to Liberation

Shed Your Capricorn Conditioning to Unleash Your Genius Aquarian Weirdness Live and in person in Santa Fe, NM with renegade astrologer Emily Trinkaus, Sunday, October 6, 10am-3pm Our first retreat was such a fantastic and fun success we’re doing it again! A women’s...

Activate Your Liberation

I dunno about you but I am sick to death of being the good girl. Sick of playing by the rules of a game that was never intended for me to win, only to keep you and me on the hamster wheel of doom, ever striving for validation outside of ourselves. Sick of wearing the...

Honoring the Holding Pattern

I sense – and I’m sure you do, too – that great change is on the approaching horizon. I lean towards it and feel the thud of the glass wall – the bell jar - that encases me. It’s the holding pattern. And I am in it. You know you're in a holding pattern when you crave...

Vision Quest Part 3: Letting Go to Receive What Is

Letting Go to Receive What Is After cruising through southern Colorado, visiting Mesa Verde, soaking in the Durango Hot Springs and cresting Wolf Creek Pass, I was finally heading towards my home state of New Mexico. I intended to make my way to Wild Rivers Recreation...

Vision Quest Part 2: A Canyon of Grief

A Fleeting Life, A Canyon of Grief After a solid week in a sea of orange sandstone and pale sagey green, my body and soul were ready for a cooler, more verdant experience. The overriding intention for my quest into the unknown was to practice tuning in more deeply to...

Vision Quest Part 1: Becoming Spider Woman

Becoming Spider Woman in the Utah Desert I turned 50 last month. It was not the birthday I had envisioned some years back. I didn’t dress up as that 50 year old SNL character. I wasn’t surrounded by friends wearing wigs, drinking cocktails and being outrageously...
I go dark in December.
I go dark in December.

I go dark in December. (My shadows come out to play.) Even though true winter arrives in a few weeks, it feels like we’re there already. Cold, long nights make for easier sleep and set the stage for looking inward. I used to go dark this time every year. I would sink...

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Mindset Mastery
Mindset Mastery

What is Mindset Mastery, you ask? Mastery is all about awareness, alignment, and action. Step 1 is always awareness. We have to become aware of our thought patterns, because they create emotional responses, which lead directly to our actions and what we perceive to be...

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Why We Meditate (Try not to hate, Love your mate)
Why We Meditate (Try not to hate, Love your mate)

Like so many others who come to meditation, I was curious about the health benefits, and seeking respite from an overactive mind. I remember crying to a friend that it was only during my meditation period that I could feel any sense of peace or calm in my life. It was...

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Heartbreak, Betrayal, and Loss
Heartbreak, Betrayal, and Loss

How We Live With an Open Heart During Uncertain Times Life can be prickly sometimes. We brush up against some uncomfortable edges now and again.   Some tongues have razors. Some people are steamrollers. Sometimes it’s just bad luck.   We fight. We lie. We...

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A Moment of Mercy
A Moment of Mercy

There’s been a lot of upheaval in my personal life recently. Health issues for loved ones, a big move on the horizon, and my own continued journey to improved health, not to mention all the external uncertainties our society and our planet are facing.   In times...

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Don’t Be An Ass
Don’t Be An Ass

Why are we so silly sometimes, insisting on schlepping our burdens for months, years, decades? When, unlike this poor beast, we have the choice to simply set them down? Why do we struggle? I’d say that by the time I was 11 years old, I was definitely a little ass. My...

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Perfectionism Nearly Killed Me
Perfectionism Nearly Killed Me

Perfect isn’t just the enemy of the good – it’s the enemy of YOU. I used to describe myself as “particular” or “detail-oriented.” I was steadfastly focused on the big stuff and also the minutia. Everything mattered. To say I was tight and controlling was an...

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Self-Care Ain’t Always Self-Love
Self-Care Ain’t Always Self-Love

I talk a lot more these days about self-love and self-care than I ever used to. I often am asked what the difference is between the two. The term “Self-Care” gets thrown around frequently, and you see it more and more in advertising as a hook, which can make me a...

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Embracing Your Fear – Part 3 of 3
Embracing Your Fear – Part 3 of 3

Thanks for playing along; we’re really making some progress! We’ve been working through Walking With Fear (Part 1 of 3) and Talking With Fear (2 of 3). You ready to get this thing done? Alright! For me, just hearing or seeing those words – Embracing Your Fear - can...

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Talking With Fear – Part 2 of 3
Talking With Fear – Part 2 of 3

In my last post, we talked about how fear can keep you in a stinkhole of suffering, and I touched briefly on the effects that living in fear-based survival mode has on your autonomic nervous system. The ANS controls most of the processes involved in keeping you alive,...

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Walking With Fear – Part 1 of 3
Walking With Fear – Part 1 of 3

Worry, anxiety, and fear seem to predominate these days. All of us are under a seemingly mounting pile of work and responsibility, and an increasing drive for that greener grass in the distance (a better life, new relationship, emotional freedom, successful business,...

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2017! What a Kick in the Pants
2017! What a Kick in the Pants

Wow! 2017! What a kick in the pants.   We were ravaged. Here in the United States:    Houston. Soaked in a Superfund slurry. US Virgin Islands. Demolished. Puerto Rico. An unconscionable humanitarian crisis, despite all the paper towels tossed their way....

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